but

the truth is that I gave you more than any girl in the world would ever give to someone. and I did it to please you, to make me lovable to your eyes. today I can't find myself in me. all I see is the reflection of your desires and whims. I really did what I could and you don't even looked or said a word. honestly, I don't really know what to do next to feel you closer and maybe that's why I'm giving up on you. after all my changes and all my regrets all I want from you is one 'thank you for trying' and then I would sleep with my conscience clean and restful because I did everything I could and you noticed it.